"Wicked and cruel boy!" I said. "You are like a murderer--you are like a slave-driver--you are like the Roman emperors!" I had read Goldsmith's History of Rome, and had formed my opinion of Nero, Caligula, &c. Also I had drawn parallels in silence, which I never thought thus to have declared aloud. "What! what!" he cried. "Did she say that to me? Did you hear her, Eliza and Georgiana? Won't I tell mama? but first--" He ran headlong at me: I felt him grasp my hair and my shoulder: he had closed with a desperate thing. I really saw in him a tyrant, a murderer. I felt a drop or two of blood from my head trickle down my neck, and was sensible of somewhat pungent suffering: these sensations for the time predominated over fear, and I received him in frantic sort. I don't very well know what I did with my hands, but he called me "Rat! Rat!" and bellowed out aloud. Aid was near him: Eliza and Georgiana had run for Mrs. Reed, who was gone upstairs: she now came upon the scene, followed by Bessie and her maid Abbot. We were parted: I heard the words-- "Dear! dear! What a fury to fly at Master John!" "Did ever anybody see such a picture of passion!" Then Mrs. Reed subjoined-- "Take her away to the red-room, and lock her in there." Four hands were immediately laid upon me, and I was borne upstairs. CHAPTER II I resisted all the way: a new thing for me, and a circumstance which greatly strengthened the bad opinion Bessie and Miss Abbot were disposed to entertain of me. The fact is, I was a trifle beside myself; or rather _out_ of myself, as the French would say: I was conscious that a moment's mutiny had already rendered me liable to strange penalties, and, like any other rebel slave, I felt resolved, in my desperation, to go all lengths. "Hold her arms, Miss Abbot: she's like a mad cat." "For shame! for shame!" cried the lady's-maid. "What shocking conduct, Miss Eyre, to strike a young gentleman, your benefactress's son! Your young master." "Master! How is he my master? Am I a servant?"
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That sounds really fustraiting. Good luck with finding a job, Hannah x
ReplyDeleteThanks, I'm really beginning to need one, there's a definite lack of money x
ReplyDeleteI don't think that because you didn't get the job that you're a failure. Stuff like job finding and getting interviews and all this sort of thing are absolutely chance-filled. They probably start by picking people out of a hat, interviewing them and then giving someone the job. I do hope you find a job soon though, I know how stressful it must be for you.
ReplyDeletealso there's a million and one reasons for someone else to get the job - at my employer it's often about if the applicant has friends in the right places, stuff like that. you'll get something, you're obviously intelligent etc so it's just a matter of time - and trying to keep positive i guess - good luck, i've got my fingers crossed for you!
ReplyDeleteThanks anahita and lifeofchuckles, I appreciate it! I'm being daft and overly negative I know, but thanks! I'm bound to get one eventually, right?!
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